Then there was you.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Nursing this heart your friendship had burnt a hole right through.
Why have you chosen to let us go?
Why have you preferred to forget me?
Although short-lasting, was filled with golden memories.
Of our laughter, our sorrows, our trust.
Did things go wrong because I blundered?
I recollect none of that.
Countlessly I've tried to get us back.
I miss you so.
But your indifference just cuts right through.
Is the reason because you're done with me?
Have I served your meal?
You are not like that.
You refuse to let on the reason.
Perhaps only to me.
But is this sane?
I miss you so.
Wished things were the way they were before.
Mutual confidants we were.
Always someone I could talk to.
I miss you so.

Reminiscences of you and I when we first met, when we took the first bold step to our beautiful friendship.
We had no idea what was in store, daringly venturing.
You were sugar coated.
Did things beyond what others would have done.
I miss you so.
Our first words, full of shyness.
So afraid, but you proved to me, that all I had were unnecessary torment.
To whom did the wall owe its' existance to?
Could it have been negligence on my part?
What I wouldn't do to have you by my side to share my joys.
For if you were, once more, there'd be no sorrow today.

Candice To understand, to feel and to get an insight on all these. The beauty, the selfishness, the ugly.
After all, we are alone in this world.
These companions, they dont hang around forever. They should not too. For the more time shared, the more pest-like they become.
So why bother holding on when the spark has obviously left?
Your stupidity irks me.

I want to be like the boxxy moushached guy. (Maybe not to that extent,) but I want to rise. I want those who are true to me to be in comfort.
And then those who foolishly believe they're in power now can start preparing. They should begin preparing.
To polish some boots, to lose some dignity, to pay heavily for their seconds of fun.

-i-said-i-loved-you-more.blogspot.com/2005/11/#113125243377473724">kicked the can. 12:33 PM

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